Guess what? I safely turned 19 last week on 29th of November (eheh sorry for the late update). And *cough2, Fatihah also turned 19 this month. Yup, she's 20 days older than me. I'm the maknae of the house. Get over it. HAHAHAHA..umm ok.
So, a lot has happened, the transition from 18 to 19, a little physically? but more emotionally and mentally that is. Of course, my life here is not all sunshine and candies, there ought to be bad things that I have to go through but yeah I'm over it! Yes, to those who know and understand me all too well, I hate life dramas, as in fights and all those stuff. So, IMMA BE DIRECT WIF U IF I THINK YE GOTS A PROBLEM WIF ME EH. Hehe
Being 19, I'd wish for myself to become a more honest, outspoken person. I'd like to make my own decisions without anyone making them for me, except for my parents of course. Yeah, since I have amazing, incredible parents, they've always taught me to make my own decision. They're there to help me make the RIGHT decisions. HOOH!
I'm not going to hide the fact that I'm kind of a naive person and I trust people too easily but that's something I'll try to balance out. I'd like to be more independent, and... proactive. Yeah, that's the word. I will not tolerate people who wants to pijak my kepala. Even though, I do tend to feel tired nowadays, I'M NOT GOING TO FALL FOR IT. Ganbatte!
Being 19, of course, I'm more than thankful to Allah. Alhamdulillah. I'm thankful for the loving people around me :D
Mentally and emotionally...well, I believe there's a slight change. Have I matured into a proper, prim, super sweet kind lady? Not really. I believe the term "mature" differs for everyone. Well, "mature" for me defines more on the way we think. Fighting = immature, talking behind someone's back = immature. And trust me, some things have made me change the way I think. oohhshyeaah.
Someone actually told me that I haven't change since the first time she met me. That's good heh. I don't mind changing for the better, but I DO NOT appreciate it when people ask me to change into someone I'm not. So, please don't. ^__^
A shout out to my bestie, Fatihah who's always been there for me all these time. Love you lots buddeh. Happy birthday to you too. Man, we're 19!!! Next year, we'll be 20 >__< !! We'll celebrate our 10 year anniversary next year eh, insyaAllah.
Lastly, a shout out to my dear parents who are also Novemberians! I have the same birth date as my dad, yes be jelly yo haha! And my mom, 15th of November! Happy birthday Abah and Mama. I love you! May our family be together till jannah. :D
P/S: This CNS module is NO JOKE. I'm bleeding from reading. Pray for us. Exams are coming up! >____< NEWWWOOOH! To add everything up, I seem to have caught a cold. Winter's here.
Ciao!
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